this week has been a really hard week. so long, so much happening, so much over. so j’s grad party is over. it was really good. stressful, but good. before that, i was in rh last week. until tuesday when i came up and babysat kb’s little brother chris since the rest of her family was camping. it was so weird to be in her house without her… but then was wednesday and i worked, i think. yeah, work wednesday, thursday & friday were hell trying to get everything together for this party. no one in my family was talking to each other for like three days. haha. saturday i was sposed to work but i didnt. it was canal day and ms. helen was a little upset with me, but i had mentioned it last week so i dont really care too much. at the party we rented a moonbounce, which was awesome! it didnt get used much during the actual party but afterward it was so fun. j was beign all secluded with melissa which wasnt fair because i had been hanging out with her all day and then he came along… but anyway, j wasnt even there. so me and all his friends were jumping on it and then they like broke it but me and ke fixed it and then we packed it up and took it to my house since we had the party at hollywood beach. we set it up in the front yard and then i will never forget, vp looked up right as we were about to get in and jump around and said “oh my god! we are so jumping off the balcany!” it was the funniest thing. but anyway, so we went upstairs and were on the balcany. me, ke, and vp were on the balcany, j and  melissa were standing just inside, and we were all debating who was gonna jump and how and we were all scared but wouldnt really admit it. then ke and vp were both gonna jump until vp was like “is that safe? wouldnt that be worse?” and then we were all turned around about to discuss who was really gonna go when ke just jumped. it was insane. but he said that was awesome! and right away vp jumped. the js jumped and then ke and vp some more, then melissa, then me, but j wouldnt do it. he is so afraid of heights, he was shaking and freaking out when he was standing on the chair about to go. so he didnt jump. then my mom came out and jumped. j left and took melissa home so i was left alone with j’s friends- ke, vp, bb, and js. haha. what a joke. but we jumped on the moon bounce and played some dumb tackle game invented by vp. of course. but we stopped bouncing and were just sitting there when j came home. he just walked right by. he was so mad. but we dont know why. or he was just being gay. either way, it was weird. then we all went inside and watched tv. j fell asleep and then went to his room before midnight so it was just me ke, vp, and js cuz bb left. we stayed up until like almost 4am. ridiculous i know. so i went to bed and then had to get up and go to work. i was sposed to go in at 9 but helen called me and said i shouldve been there at like 8 so i pissed. when i got there, we were busy adn i was in no mood. it was so dumb. but i was only there til 1. i went home and slept for like an hour, then went to work again at dairy creme. we were so f ing busy. it was rididculous. i hate canal day. it puts this whole town in hysterics. sunday night i got home and slept. monday i didnt do anything until 6 when i went to the fh practice thing at the school. that was alright. then i went to kb’s and spent the night. tuesday i came home, hung out and then today i went to the bank to confirm setting up my own debit card! yay. so now i own all of my accounts and i get to take care of it all. its pretty awesome. but my card doesnt come for like another week =( but itll be alright. i cant wait. but im not gonna spend the money jsut cuz its at my finger tips all the time. itll just be cool to have it there! and now im in rh. but only until early early saturday morning when i have to go to work at j&h, then again to work at 5 at dariy creme. mmm, working is so fun! ugh. at least i get paid… what else good would it bring? none, believe me when i say, none.