what a vicious never ending cycle i live. i completely exhausted myself this week- not good. tues, wed, thurs was envirothon after school and tues jv lax went to hibachi, then wed i had to work til 9 and then make freakin cupcakes, and thursday i had to go shopping for kb’s b day party. i was so physically done i really could have cried. all day friday was envirothon testing day so i wasnt in school but i had to take test all day. it was actually fun. i mean, yeah they were test but it was mostly on stuff that i like and i was outside all day and for the most part it was all good. as soon as we got back to school it was dismisal so i got to go straight to work but only until 6. yay! saturday i slept in a little and then got up and cleaned and waited for people to show up for kb’s b day party that wasnt even an f****** surprise. and since everyone canceled on me the night before it ended up being me & kb, jr, eg, and lm… yeah, i was so mad. i planned to have this party and it be fun and all of kb’s friends to be there but no. they all just decided that it’s okay to cancel on someone last minute. and i dont really care about all the excuses because there are always always gonna be excuses. so we went swimming and ate a lot, eg left, we had a water balloon fight, ate some more, and then when we were finally all dry we sat down and started watching The Princess Bride, aka- dumb movie. well i could not keep my eyes open so at like 10 i was out but i kept waking up and then falling asleep and then again. but 3am i was almost sleeping again, almost. and then it came. it- the brigade of obnoxiously loud guys. oh yeah, there were only 3. so j came home but vp and ke came with him. so much for all of us sleeping. lm kept sleeping but me and jr were up and kb was up but not off the couch. jr made macaroni because i wasnt gonna make it for them. so we sat in the kitchen talking and then my dad came down and let sadie out and then he went back to bed and then j went to bed but me, jr, vp, and ke stayed up in the kitchen for a while til we moved to the living room where everyone fought for a place to sleep and lm woke up. well there was no way we were gonna make it asleep again. when it started getting light out we were all almost asleep, so close i could see my dream adn then freaking taylor swift came barging in and yanked it out right from underneath me. yeah, vp’s phone ringing. and he didnt even know who it was. i think all of us really wanted to kill him and t swift right then. but ke fell asleep until vp got so mad and got up and woke him up and they went and got breakfast and they brought me back breakfast. mmm. thank you. so then ke fell asleep andwe watched jumpstart while vp was M.I.A. yeah, he was in my room. so ke woke up adn went to work (sucks for him) and i really wanted to sleep so i went to my room, told vp to move over, and crawled in. the second best sleep i have ever had in my life (#1 being the early mornign hours of april 8, 2009. omg wow. so good) until jr came and woke me up. like honestly, that was a d*** move. really. dont wake your bff up if you still want a bff. yeah, so i laid there til she came back up and then i got up because she was just too freaking annoying and vp was getting pissed cuz she was so loud. well lm left a little later and then me and jr jumped in the water, and it was freezing and low tide and it was cold and wet. but i showered and then we jsut loafed around til we took kb and jr home. i had fun. im still gonna be mad that people didnt come but hey, they really missed out.

your birthday is over. way over, but i hope it was the sweet 16.